FEELING FREE

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I look out of my window and what do I see

A squirrel eating nuts on the deck

just looking at me

I think about his life and I wonder how nice it must be

to wander through the trees and feeling free

No cares, No worries, No frustrations of life

He’s on a mission for nuts and feeling alright

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I see him at play while he runs through the yard

with others like him they are playing real hard

Having fun feeling free with no care in the world

Sometimes I think of how nice it must be

to live in a world totally free

Errand Girl

living_with_a_cell_phone_12The name Errand Girl was given to me by my Mom in a fun way  because it seemed like every time she tried to get in touch with me, I was always running an errand. As funny as it may seem, this is a part of my life if given the choice I would prefer to avoid. Unfortunately between my daily chores and my job, there are trips to the grocery store, the cleaners, home projects and all of the other places one has to take their children.

When I decided to create a new reality, I knew in my heart in this area of my life something has to give. If I can implement small changes by inserting trips to a spa, volunteering in order to give back or doing things I truly enjoy and limiting some of the other errands, living in this life would take on a whole new meaning. When I was younger, I don’t recall having so much of my time preoccupied by errands. As  we get older, we have more and more responsibilities, whether its our home, our job or family and other outside influences. Continue reading “Errand Girl”

IN THE STILL OF THE NIGHT

Last night I woke up to a piercing sound, a crying out in serious pain and suffering which scared me out of my sleep. At first I thought it was our toy poodle named biscuit, but as I listened to the sound attentively, I realized it was coming from outside the house. I ran over to the window and looked out into the dark of the night. The loud scream lasted for a few minutes and then total silence. It was the sound of an animal screaming out in intense pain after experiencing some quiet momentskind of trauma.

As I thought about what just took place, it saddened me and in that moment I began to think about the meaning of life. Then I laid in my bed in the still of the night listening to the deadly silence that permeated the air.  I began to contemplate about how much we take for granted in the world we live in whether its nature, animals, people, or the resources on our planet. What’s it all about? God has blessed us with so much and are we really being good stewards to all he has entrusted to us?. Life is precious in all its forms and even though this could have been an accident I thought about that poor animal who wandered into the darkness unsuspecting that his fate would be set that night.

What did I learn from this experience is to appreciate and love life. It is a valuable treasure and as such it’s invaluable. I meditated in the still of the night for a very long time. As I turned to the word I came across this verse in Deuteronomy 30:19-20

“I call heaven and earth as witnesses today against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore chose life, that both you and your descendants may live; that you may love the lord your God, that you may obey his voice, and that you may cling to him, for he is your life and the length of your days”

Life is fleeting and we all need to try to live everyday to it’s fullest. Let us focus on the things that really matter in life and not sweat the small stuff. Live as if there is no tomorrow and appreciate all that’s been given for life is truly a gift from our heavenly father.

LIVING AN AUTHENTIC LIFE

What does it really mean to live an authentic life? Authentic means not false or copied but genuine and real. it’s about living a life based on honesty and truth and not one of deception of who you truly are as a human being. We live our lives or manner of existence through our experiences and what has been taught to us over the years. Whether it’s from society, our culture, families or educational institutions, we have been indoctrinated into a system of whom others think we should be in order to fit into this world order. The funny thing about it is most people don’t even realize Continue reading “LIVING AN AUTHENTIC LIFE”

CREATING A NEW REALITY

As I looked at my life, I realized I was not living the life I truly wanted to live. I was going through the motion of day-to-day living, compiling my to do lists which by the way never seems to end and feeling empty, lost and frustrated about the routines surrounding my life. Am I really living the life I want to live? We all get caught up in our busyness and now we have even more distractions with all the technology that consumes our minds along with everything else to keep us locked into the matrix. Continue reading “CREATING A NEW REALITY”